27th June 2005

Monday
June 27th, 2005
7:50pm: Awsomeness was just a boat ride away.
Yesterday Kailey, Kyle and I, went to go see Metric, Modest Mouse, Most Serene Republic, Broken social scene and some other band I don't remember (they sucked pretty bad).
Omg it was so good. Metric ROCKED! B.S.S was amazing as always lol They played my favourite song right away! Lovers Spit ♥ Amazing! So first off I almost didn't go because I felt really sick, but Kyle pushed me to go and everything was fine up until we got in line for the fairy ride. The heat made all the fries I ate act up lol Luckily he forced me to go on aswell and once I got on and we started moving it passed but it was a close call I was like seconds away from puking. So when we arrived there we had to stand in line and Kyle says too me and Kailey "It looks like you guys aren't dressed propourly, every girl is wearing a spegetti strap tank top" And like all my usual responses I was like "pfft. it's cause they're all sluts" (yeah, I wasn't being serious.) But some ugly bitch infront of me looks back and stares at me, then starts telling all her friends Lmao, then later when we finaly got in, she like friggin hunts me down lol Once she found me she kept walking back and forth by me like every half hour JUST so she could give me a bad look, so gay, I just stared back at her. You'd think ppl would have more of a life and realize I wasn't serious, like does she not know what a sarcastic tone is? Anyways I felt alot better for the rest of the day and me and Kyle decided that after B.S.S, we'd head down the edge of the island and sit at the shore to take picture of the sunset omgosh it was so pretty, I tryed to skip stones but I was terrible and only got one to skip 2 times. Boo. We headed back early and got on the fairy just as modest mouse stared, I'm not a big fan of them and neither are they so we made it easy for ourselves and skipped the rush of trying to fight a bunch of asian families and stoners and get back to Toronto and get home on time. SPEAKING of stoners OMG it was like everywhere we moved 50 ppl were doing weed, the smell got so sicking after a while. Me and Kyle got a ride with Kailey and went to his moms. OH and we saw Kyle's weird friend Paul on the bus, I showed him my heart shaped "I ♥ Metric" Pins lol I wore on the crotch of my jeans all day lol FAG! I also had a blue Metric shirt for about...30 minutes, but I felt bad about Kyle spendin all his swag money on me and he bought me a straylight shirt last time, so I returned it as a favour to him, like a nice little surprise, but he just got sad. I felt even worse after that. It's his birthday on wedensday and He's gonna be out drinking ALL friggin day and then he's gonna come to my house at like 12:00 and he's gonna be drunk outta his mind. Then WE're going back to Toronto on thursday, We're going shoe shopping! Yaaaay! Anyways That's all really. I had Mega Loads of fun this weekend. OH YEAH! On saturday I slept at Kyles moms lol I left that out. Yeah, I didn't get anysleep untill like 6:00 am. Meh.

This is Kyle and I watching the sunset. Awe.

Well Peace for now!
<3

Current Mood:

enthralled

Current Music: Straylight Run - Tool Sheds And Hot Tubs

21st June 2005

Tuesday
June 21st, 2005
8:01pm: Love. Love. Love. Love
Oh-me-oh-my I loverz My loverly Kyle! We got tickets to see Metric (I LOVE Metric) Broken Social Sene (Oh so good.) Modest Mouse (tee-hee they are good too) AND Most Serene republic!! (I saw them at the Get up kids final show and OMGZ they were so good! The singer sounds kinda like ♥ Chris Corner ♥) It's gonna be so hawt! Anywho. I need an advil. Peasoup!
<3

Current Mood:

enthralled

Tuesday
June 21st, 2005
6:23pm: Blargh...Worat day if my life...
Holy poo, today sucked so much ass it isn't funny. I have to get my tonsils removed but that's nothign really, I just don't feel like having a really bad case of strep throat. Have you ever felt totally shitty when someone dies because you don't believe it? Right now I'm feeling that. Appearently Bailey Chambers (A friend of mine, not very close tho} died on the 14th. But because I only knew her from over the internet i never really concidered her a good friend, I feel so bad. She was always the chick who would just like say every ten seconds that she was gonna kill herself and I thought she actually did once, but then she kept coming back and I never believed her cuz people on the interent ALWAYS say "omgz my life is so BAAAD! Boo-hoo I wanna die cuz i know that if i write this everyone will be like "Nooo don't die, you're so amazing" and blah-de-blah-blah" So anyways out of NO WHERE she suddenly was the girl who was fighting her third huge thing of cancer. But get this. Apperently her heart relapsed and she was put in the hostpital for a few weeks and she was on life support and finaly her mom said she couldn't stand seeing her daughter like this so she wanted to take her off life support. The doctor said her heart would continue beating for about 5 minutes then slow down untill it finaly just stopped. SO they took her off and her heart kept beating at a regular rate. So THE NEXT FRIGGIN DAY they send her home and she falls down the stairs and start intenally bleeding....Okay I'm sorry but that seems like something a desperate girl would do. Not to mention her boyfriend was recieving all this over e-mail OH! And get this she wrote a poem about him 6 hours before she died...If she was internaly bleeding She wouldn't be able to type that!! AND THEN, 4 hours before she died she wrote...
"Okay ppl, I'm getting ready to die. Please don't be like "omg...bai, im so sorry I'm gonna miss you omg" because it doesn;t make it any better. I'm going now I accept it. Like one of my good friend said to me "Prepare for death, cause it's coming your way" "
She bleeding internaly!!! How the hell could she write that? She's in the hostpital, she choking on her own blood and the doctors are trying really hard to stop the blood, like there's any chance she's ever be even concious enough to write that. She'd be panicing and trying to cling to life. Soemthing seems fishy and it's strssing me out because if she is dead I feel SO BAD. it's just there is so much evidance saying she isn't and if she isn't then she is fucking a sick child. Who the fuck fakes there own death on the internet just to get a tiny bit of attention?! That's gross. Like that's going to far.
And what the hell kinda friend would be like "Oh im sorry you're dying a slow and painful death, but Prepare for death cause it's coming your way"...That's just one cold hearted bitch.
Ugh, Okay I'm really ill lolz Boo to strep throat for the 8th time this year. Godamned tonsils.
Well heere's to a very confusing and VERY annoying day.
Peace.
</3

Current Mood:

confused

19th June 2005

Sunday
June 19th, 2005
4:54pm: I really am hoping...
Awe, I miss Kyle. I had a funny feeling bout him going to work, I hope he's okay lolz. I know I'm crazy lolz. I'm gonna get up at like 7:00 so I'll be there when he gets back :-)
Ugh I am so sick like my throat is f'in killing me and it's all icky. :-( I wantz my Kylez!! :'-(
Well I'm hpoing everything's okay, I hate getting bad feelings. They scare me lolz.
<3

Current Mood:

worried

Sunday
June 19th, 2005
12:37pm: Blargh I haven't slept since Friday, Kyle's home. Yaayz! Tommooorow I get to see himz, I'm exicted cause I friggin miss him lolz, My dog is annoying me majourly. She won't just settle down, she's getting old. Poor thing, I feel bad it's just jeez, we thought she was hell as a puppy, now she's just plain gross. lolz. But I still <3 my Zoel.
Ugh, I WAS watching the bone collector..Ooooh scurrrry! But then Kyle came online, is it just me or do I seriously like this kid too much? Yeah I think I do but oh well I'm lovin' it (ba-ba-badda-ba) lolz. But he's so sweet, i can't help it. Awe poor Kyle. He can't live on campus. I wish i could help, I feel useless when it comes to school situations lolz.
You know what I really hate. EX BOYFRIENDS! Yeah R.J is so a fag. He's always friggin going on about how all these girlz dump him and how stupid he is, like yeah he's stupid. I hate him for very good and obvious reasons!
Very stupid concidering he re-used the blog he made about me and him breaking up, for his recent Ex. Like word for friggin word. It's pathetic. If he did the same thing he was doing to me then I like her for dumping his ass, but something tells me he told her loverly lies about me and so I think she's a Twat.
Oh well, I don't have much more to bitch about. I need friendz! All of my friendz are "HardXcore" Christians, the only music they'd ever listen to with me would be ones that follow the lines of "YOU ARE A SINNER! But...Jesus loves you <3" The only really good friend who I want to keep is Matt all the rest put me down for not being Christian. Like I'm sorry, but I like sex...alot...oh well guess I'm a sinner.

Current Mood:

cheerful

Current Music: Fallout Boy- Dance, dance

KRISTEN
K	is for	Kinky
R	is for	Romantic
I	is for	Irresistible
S	is for	Smooth
T	is for	Terrific
E	is for	Explosive
N	is for	Naughty

Sunday
June 19th, 2005
2:22am: I was sick All freaking night it was f'in ridiculous, I can't believe I stayed up all night lmao! Omg Well anways YESTERDAY I made cookies for Kyle but they didn't turn out too nice, so today I'm going to go buy some nice chocolate chips and make him yummy Peanut butter and chocolate cookies! I'm excited. I see him monday ugh so far away. I miss him. Sleeping in my bed feels funny when he's not there he stayed here for 3 days straight and when I went to bed the other night, I was really sick and when I went back into my room you know after puking my guts out lol, it was like instinct I was expecting to see him there lol it was soooo weird. Ouch my back is killing me and so is my throat. Well I should prolly catch some Z's
Peace.
<3

Current Mood:

tired

Current Music: Bright eyes-First day of my life

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